(Gasp) Intruder Detected

Why as a heterosexual male who isn't into anal stimulation, do I like having a dominant "Plug", "Peg", or otherwise use my back door? And because I like that, am I in denial about being secretly gay?

I like it because it is wonderfully dominant, and no I'm not secretly gay and more over neither are you. Probably. If you're gay, I think you know it.

First off, being gay is not a yes/no thing, it's a spectrum. I personally am a subscriber to the "Kinsay Scale" which is a 5 level scale of sexuality from hetero to homo.

So why if I'm not gay, does it turn me on to have a dominant force me to engage in bum stuff? It's kinda like wearing panties in some ways. It's not unpleasant, and it's a constant and intimate reminder. In the case of panties it's a reminder of "hey, you're a boy and you're supposed to be wearing boxers or the like, and you're wearing panties. Naughty naughty!"

In the case of a butt plug, my mind says "Feel that? Of course you do, you can't stop feeling it for an instant. That's not supposed to be in there. It's one of your most intimate spots. A place YOU should be totally in charge of, and yet that woman over there is in charge of it. She's making you fill it. You are completely under her control."

In a way, as a total lover of power exchange, it would actually lessen the experience for me somewhat if I did like it. Same with forced feminization. Which also puts a complicated and interesting spin on things.

Because since I love one aspect of the act, over time I start to love the whole thing right? It's like how I love the sight of my ugly old comfortable couch, or the smell of my stinky dog. We all just get to like things that have positive associations.

Does this whole rant start to seem like a snake swallowing it's tail? Well hey I'm not here to solve any conundrums, I'm just here to yammer on pointlessly and show you a picture.

Speaking of which, here's a picture I did that is kind of in the category of today's yammering.

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