Is naughty sexy?

I've been a closet sissy for as long as I can remember. It's always been something I've had to do in private, and very sneakily. I've never been caught, but a couple of times I almost was, and it was terrifying and totally thrilling.

A few years ago I made a new circle of friends. Some of them were gay, some transgender, and though most of the group was hetero, everyone was very accepting of everyone else's sexuality. A couple of years ago, I decided this might be the time to try out my ultimate fantasy. Going out in public in a french maid outfit.

There was going to be a big Halloween party with a hundred or more people there, and I figured now was the time. I picked out my naughtiest french maid dress, bought a good wig, some expensive (and huge) fake boobs, and even had my girlfriend do a good makeup job on my face.

I wanted it to be clear to everyone (and I think it was) that this wasn't just a funny Halloween gag for me, but that I was into this stuff. It was almost like coming out. I was super nervous, and have never felt so vulnerable. Not only because I was cross dressing in public, but because the outfit was extremely skimpy and I've got the same body issues most of us do.

I went to the party, and to my surprise, one of the worst things that could have happened did. Everyone liked my costume. It felt to me like most people "got it", and absolutely no one was freaked out.

In short, almost every last ounce of naughtiness about my deepest darkest kink was dispelled. Though I had a good night just because it was a fun party, there was nothing erotic at all about it. And for several months afterwords I wasn't very interested in forced feminization or sissificiation at all.

It made me realize that taboo (for me at least) is the greatest aphrodisiac.

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